you know what i feel like im coping now. before i felt out of my depth, like i couldnt deal with all the things that are happening but im feeling more calm. whatever will be will be. yes lifes shit at the moment but i just need to get on with it and find more and more pictures. ahh my life is weheartit and internet shopping at the moment. thats getting me through. and i have an exam on tuesday but we're not talking about that. ahh but i feel good.. well in the limited way a depressed person can feel good but still its a start.