he holds me in his big arms drunk and i am seeing stars... this is all i think of

so if you read my last post youll know that i didnt know if to get with this new boy. i was just so confused as to what my next move should be. but thankfully i got with him and it wasnt really a mistake. man i needed that. i dunno what i want to happen. im sure he wants to be fuck buddies but i dont really want that with him.i dont mind getting with him every now and again but i dont get on with him so well and he wasnt that good. i just want a boy who has amazing technique.oh well a girl can dream

and the fucked up story begins

its been a long time since i blogged but i feel like i need to write. theres so much going on and i want to share. even if no one reads this i think it will make me feel better to get it all out. so i want to share beautiful things i find. pictures, quotes, songs anything that takes my breathe away, im obsessed with lana del rey and this is a beautiful remix that i just found.