so he went crazy at 19 so he lost all his self esteem and couldnt understand why he was crying.... he would stare at empty chairs and think of the ghosts that once sat there the ghosts that broke his heart

you know what i feel like im coping now. before i felt out of my depth, like i couldnt deal with all the things that are happening but im feeling more calm. whatever will be will be. yes lifes shit at the moment but i just need to get on with it and find more and more pictures. ahh my life is weheartit and internet shopping at the moment. thats getting me through. and i have an exam on tuesday but we're not talking about that. ahh but i feel good.. well in the limited way a depressed person can feel good but still its a start.